Wednesday, 16 July 2014

642 Things to Write About!!

Hey all!
It feels like forever since i have posted! but i recently found my copy of 642 Things to Write About by The San Francisco Writers' Grotto and thought what a challenge!

Here is my first challenge. Enjoy!

What Can Happen In a Single Second

What happens in a single second depends on the person. In a single second a love could be found or a love could be lost. In a single second someone could steal away everything good in your life and make living much more difficult. In a single second you could be stolen and held in a unbelievable situation.

A young girl, starting her first year of college far away from her small, dirty, remote town. She is new to the area. She is new to her life away from her family. Her father was always overprotective and never let her leave, she was a captive in her own home.She walks into her co-ed dorm not believing that she was finally away. Good looking guys with perfect abs peeking through their overly tight t-shirts and jeans that fit just right, and tall gorgeous girls with their hair perfectly curled all walked past her. She envied the perfect nature of their beauty. She wanted to be like them. In a single second she became a shell of her former self.


An older man, sitting alone in his house. Where his family once sat around the kitchen table, now lies a pile of burnt paper and rotted wood. Where the bedroom used to have clothes and beds now lies a pile of rubble. In a single second, a forgotten cigarette, and a dropped glass of beer he lost his entire family.



An elderly lady lays in her hospital bed connected to countless wires and tubes. She remembers her life. Her first dance where the cutest boy in school danced with her and her first sleepover. She remembers her father's rough hands after hours of hard work and his tight hugs that she missed dearly. She remembers her mother's corn bread, the recipe written on an old, ripped and yellowed sheet of paper. She remembers her children, each one with a distinct personality, now with children of their own. She misses her life away from the hospital. Her husband, once with dark hair, the color of the old bark on the willow tree beside the river, where they had their first date, is now greyed with age, sits beside her holding her hand for dear life. Her family stands around her smiling with tears in their eyes. In a single second all of the pain and suffering is gone.





A little girl, shy and nervous for her first day of school. She anxiously tugs at her mothers arm,not wanting her to leave. She reluctantly leaves and walks into her classroom. Fast forward 18 years and she tugs at her mother's arm, nervous for the big day. She is nervous but grateful because if it wasn't for that first day of school all those years ago, she would have never met the love of her life. As a lifetime ends, as children, as teenagers, now as an adult, they begin a brand new life. in a single second she becomes his.


A shy girl, just moved in with her first love and working hard to keep her mind off of her past. She worked nights at a dead end job that she never liked, and never had anytime to herself. She gets a call, telling her to be ready to leave, with no information or anything. Her mother and aunt come to get her and they rush to a hospital an hour away. They sit in the parking lot and she learns that her father is not doing well, he's not going to make it. She goes in and holds her dad's hand and tells him she loves him. In a single second we lose love,we lose family, we lose our past and look forward to the future.




A single second can make or break anyone. Whether it is good or bad we must learn to accept what we can't change and move forward.

Toodles xoxox

Jess

Saturday, 21 June 2014

“All is as if the world did cease to exist. The city's monuments go unseen, its past unheard, and its culture slowly fading in the dismal sea.” -Nathan Reese Maher

I can not explain my fascination with abandoned buildings, 
They make me imagine stories that once took place there. 
Stories of far off times, 
Interesting people with secrets no one will know.
Furniture that probably witnessed unspeakable action, 
If only the walls could talk. 

Would they spill the secrets hidden behind the peeling wallpaper, 
or guard them with heavy hearts.


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Imagine the secrets a movie theater holds. The nervous sweat of a new couple on their first date, and the smell of long stale popcorn. The hollow screams from horror fans, terrified that the creature will devour them. 

Imagine the stories it once contained. A wife scared to tell her husband of a miscarriage, the husband hoping she never knows he poisoned her. A couple having a date night. She is afraid of his brother and hes hoping she will go home with him, just for her brother to murder them both in their sleep. 

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An empty room with everything intact is a thing of beauty. Was the person rushed out by a nuclear attack or forced to leave when she learned that her ex-husband put a mob hit on her. 

The bed, now covered in moss, what memories were made? Late nights staying up talking? Last goodbyes made? 



When a room is left, furniture and all it makes me happy. The memories and all of the moments of pure joy or hatred swirl through even the image itself.

How many books were read in the fading light of a summer sunset after a long day spent outdoors. How many hearts were broken and looking for a spot to mourn, left their tear stain on the window ledges until they were soaked. How many children's first memories involved these windows, which were once clear and pristine. 



The doors lead into a dark history. a murderer? An insane doctor hell bent on revenge? Human testing?

Can you imagine the screams that once filled these halls, from botched surgeries and mistakes no one wanted. The wheels of old rusted wheelchairs leaving the ghostly sound of their rotted rubber tires. The sounds of the screaming kids scared when the doctor pulled out a needle. The needle presses into the flesh, leaving the kid vulnerable and scared. 







I hope I didn't creep too many people out. If you have any more creepy abandoned places feel free to contact me on:
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Toodles xoxo
Jess



P.S Double book review to come soon :) 

Tuesday, 3 June 2014

“I'd trade all my tomorrows for one single yesterday.” - Kris Kristofferson





Nostalgia.

When you see or hear something that reminds you of days past.

A song.
A picture.
A toy.
Anything.

It brings back a small piece of a time gone and makes the feelings rush back.
Whether they are good
or bad.
They are there.

Realization hits me like a ton of bricks. I cannot believe it has been 5 years since we lost her. 
The feeling of being in her presence, being able to see her shining smile and bright eyes,
it is truly something I miss dearly. 

I miss the way she would cheat at Go-Fish, sneaking a peek at your cards when she claims to see a bird.
I miss the way she danced in her wheelchair, moving her arms like a fool but still managing to make us laugh.
I miss the phone calls that were a joy to have, talking about random things while Papa was sound asleep snoring in the background. 

Most of all I miss her voice calling me sweetie, or calling her daughters by the wrong names.
I miss her little bits of sudden laughter out of nowhere. 
I miss her stories. 

She was the most amazing woman I ever had the chance to know. 

I miss you Gramma<3 





As many know, its been a rough time without her and we all miss her dearly. But as i know and as do many members of my family she is always with us.  

Toodles xoxo

Jess <3 


Thursday, 15 May 2014

“A room without books is like a body without a soul.” ― Cicero

Another book, 
Another rainy day. 
Perfect weather for the end of...


No Place Like Oz By Danielle Paige

What an ending!! I found myself shocked at Dorothy, I never thought I would say that. I assumed that her side of the story would be about how sweet little Dorothy Gale found her way back to Oz and befriended the Princess Ozma and boy was I wrong. Sure she was a tyrant in Dorothy Must Die but I went into this book with an open mind. She was seriously a spoiled brat!! I mean it. 

After Aunt Em made her a new dress for her 16th birthday her serious greed was obvious. She wanted more and more and would not stop until she got it. After receiving a mysterious gift from Glinda, the good witch, she was brought back to Oz along with both Aunt Em and Uncle Henry. Dorothy, who was more self centered than I previous imagined, never thought of her aunt and uncle. They wanted to go back to Kansas to their lives but Dorothy wanted to stay in Oz forever. 

After learning that Glinda was missing she enlisted the help of the scarecrow. He told her to become somewhat friends with Ozma but to lie to her about her true reason, to find Glinda. Dorothy began to mess with magic... bad idea. She became someone who was never satisfied, always wanting more. After everything Ozma tried to do for her and her family, Dorothy continue to lie to her. After Ozma planned a "do-over" birthday party Dorothy snapped. She was no longer the scared girl who wanted nothing more then to go home in the movie/book, she was a monster. A power hungry monster. 

I don't want to give too much away about the plot but seriously this was a much needed, satisfying prequel to Dorothy Must Die. I would love to see Ozma's story as well. The characters in both books were superb. Although I of course didn't like Dorothy I seen her torment when her aunt and uncle refused to give Oz a fighting chance. Over all I really enjoyed this book and can't wait for more. (NOVEMBER!!)

4.5/5 stars just because Dorothy is a brat. 

First impressions: 



The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer By Michelle Hodkin

After see this book on a YouTube video i was intrigued. I really liked the cover and the book-tuber really seemed to enjoy it. I am always looking for a book to make me think and to really mess with my head and from what I can tell this will be good. 

The book starts with 3 girls using a Ouija board asking how the one friend would die. It started on the M, and past the U and continued to spell out Mara, the girls name.

What an entrance! 
I was sucked in right away. I really like the cover as well, its almost creepy and romantic. 


That is all for now. As always if you have any recommendations for me feel free to message me on twitter or Facebook!!

Toodles xox 
Jess

Saturday, 3 May 2014

“The more that you read, the more things you will know. The more that you learn, the more places you'll go.” ― Dr. Seuss

What a feeling.
Finishing something.
Be it a book,
A special project,
A fantastic meal.
anything.

I just finished an amazing book. I enjoyed it so much I read it twice. It may very well tie Miss Peregrine's Home For Peculiar Children as one of my favorite books.



Dorothy Must Die by Danielle Paige.

What can I say? i loved it and at the same time hated it, you know the typical emotions when reading an amazing book. You love the story and characters so much that by the end you hate it because its over. I wanted more and more as I continued to read. THAT ENDING!!!!! I now can not wait until the second novel comes out. 

Danielle's writing was phenomenal. Her words flowed and made the book thoroughly enjoyable. The characters were well executed and Dorothy was not only herself, as we know her in the movie and the original books, but you grew to be disgusted at her acts as the reigning "Princess". The Tin Woodman, The Cowardly (not so much) lion and the Scarecrow were characters like none others, creating both an understandable anguish and sheer terror for the main characters. The main character, Amy, was sneaky and charming. Her will to help others that needed it as well as her friendships forged throughout the story made her one to root for. When Amy was scared for Jellia, the head maid I was genuinely upset for her, she was a true friend. 

I really enjoyed the interaction with the main character with the secondary characters as well. I felt what I like to describe as make believe friendships with them. For example Nox, the stoic yet somehow sweet trainer. He trained Amy to fight and the kiss... woah. I knew that there had to be some romance in the novel and to be honest I was expecting it to be Pete, who turns out wasn't who I thought he/she was. (SPOILER!) 

Overall I really liked the book and I cannot wait until the second in the series comes out. I will for sure get it when it is out. 

Rating: 5/5 


First Impressions:


No Place Like Oz by Danielle Paige

I literally can't get enough of Oz. First Dorothy Must Die and now this. This novella takes place 2 years after Dorothy returns from Oz. She was a wonder when she came back but now that the attention has worn off her large ego is shrinking. She no longer has friends in Kansas, aunt Em thinks shes crazy and even her chicken is acting weird. Its her 16th birthday and all the people who don't like her show up and do nothing but all they do is ignore her. 

I'm not to sure about this one yet. I am only a little bit in and to be honest Dorothy is a major pain. I rooted for Amy to kill her because her ego and her attitude made me cringe. You know those girls in high school who are always primping, always looking for a way to make people feel bad, like Regina George from Mean Girls, that is what Dorothy reminds me of. Sometimes I just want to reach into the book and tell her to shut up.  But I think that is the feeling Danielle was going for. Make the evil character something relate-able yet someone to hate. 


That's all for now :) 

If you have a book recommendation for me just message me on Facebook or Twitter. 

Toodles xoxo
Jess 

Saturday, 26 April 2014

I like real problems, the human condition - twisted, darker stuff.- Drea De Matteo

What is it about twists on old classics that pulls us in?
Is it the comfort in knowing how it will end?
Or who the characters truly are?
What if they weren't who you thought they were?
What if evil was good and good was evil?
What if it all went to hell after the story ends?

I like to think that I am an avid reader, sometimes I don't read enough other times I can't stop. I enjoy classic stories, ones full of whimsical creatures and crazy adventures.Ones with a forbidden romance and a happy ending. but I also like the idea of a story after the original ends. 

I often find myself thinking about the stories afterwards. 

Like what if Alice never actually left Wonderland and was stuck in a never ending cycle of complete madness? Maybe the mad hatter slowly became a nightmare, getting increasingly crazier and slowly transformed into something evil. Maybe the caterpillar was indeed a complete stoner who smoked himself insane. His paranoia slowly consuming him until he snapped. 
That is one twisted Wonderland, but if it was once peaceful would it ever return? Was Alice just in a coma being kept alive by strange drugs? was she just on a bad trip? 

What if Dorothy was led astray by the wizard and was tricked into some nasty evil experiments? What if whatever she did in Oz was just for the sole purpose of the wizards creepy fantasy? What if the Wicked Witch was just trying to warn her about the wizard? Or maybe it was her sick twisted fantasy after all she always did say "I'll get you my pretty". 
Was it all really just a dream from being knocked around in a tornado or was auntie em just as messed up as the witch herself? Or maybe she was actually the witch all along? 

What if Winnie the Pooh suddenly decided that his friend Christopher Robin looked a lot like a delicious treat? What if he went on a killing spree and murdered everyone within a 100 acre radius of the Hundred Acre Wood? Would guilt consume him or would he be too full on roasted rabbit with honey? 

What if?

What if we twisted all of our old favorite children stories to become new ones, for our own adult amusement. Would we be considered crazy? insane? devoid of feeling? genius? 

Next time you read an old favorite try to imagine the effects the story will have after all the characters have moved on. Imagine the opposite of the characters. What would you do if it was twisted beyond recognition?

I know I'd enjoy it.

From one twisted mind to another, 

toodles xoxo 
Jess

Tuesday, 15 April 2014

“So many books, so little time.” ― Frank Zappa

Let's try something new here :)

As many people know I love to read. I carry either my Kobo mini or an actual book with me no matter where I go. I tend to read some strange books, Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children being my favorite. Recently I discovered an idea for a TBR Jar, or a To Be Read Jar. Its a genius idea really. So I went to my local dollar and picked up a wooden box (all of the jars were too small) and some gorgeous decorative paper and made my self one. I filled it with slips of paper with all of the books I own on them. I just recently finished an amazing book that has actually been on my Kobo for almost a year and I found that I REALLY enjoyed it. 


Room by Emma Donoghue

Room is a heart breaking story told through the eyes of 5 year old Jack. His bravery and innocent curiosity makes the book quite the ride. The writing in this novel is quite amazing, its told from Jack's perspective but it is far from childish. He is an incredibly smart and observant child, and amazingly brave as well. I thoroughly immersed myself in this novel reading it almost non-stop for a few days. 

The story centers around Jack, Ma and Room. Everything in Room has its own personality, but not in an overpowering way. From Wardrobe to Bed to Skylight, everything Jack has ever known is there in Room. But Ma knows she cant keep lying to him forever. They are being held captive by the man they call "Old Nick". Ma was taken from the world she knew, her family, her education at the age of 19 and was held captive and treated in some inappropriate ways. She can't leave. After Jack's 5th birthday Ma creates a plan to escape, to rid their lives of Old Nick. Jack was to pretend to be sick. They took some rather unusual precautions to ensure that Old Nick fell for it. He didn't. At first. 

I don't want to give away too much of the book, but its for sure an amazing book. Its also semi-based on the very true story of Josef Fritzl who held his 18 year old daughter captive for 24 years as a sex slave. Scary stuff. Its truly a horrible idea, but reading it in Jack's perspective made this novel charming and took some of the terrifying factors away. 

Overall rating for me: I give it 4/5. Yes its an amazing books but the idea behind it sends shivers down my spine. And to think that that kind of thing is happening all over the world. Yikes!



Now for a first impression. 


Dorothy Must Die By Danielle Paige

Oh My gosh!!! I can not tell you how excited I am to read this. 

It is a new twist on the classic by L. Frank Baum. What if Dorothy found a way back to Oz? What if The Wicked Witch was actually the good guy?  What if Dorothy was the new Wicked one? 

So far the story is about the misunderstood Amy Gumm. Shes the misfit at school because she lives in the trailer park with her mother. Pink hair in all Amy is swept up in a tornado and transported to Oz. 

I am so excited for this read. Danielle Paige's writing style may just be the best part. The words flow and its just so... unexplainably good. 



I recommend them immensely, whether you are looking for an interesting read or looking for a twist on an old favorite. Check them out!

For now that is all I have. 

Toodles xox 
Jess