I have to keep it together.

Have you ever felt an overwhelming sadness from just a little thing? Maybe it was the potential of losing something good, or the fact that you lost someone so close to you that you would never have expected it.

Either way it feels like there are heavy rocks and stones being shoved into your chest until you break.

Until you let it get to you.

Until the walls break letting every single emotion you have inside burst forward.

With every single once of strength i have i must keep it all together.
The stress of it all is truly wearing me down, to the point where even sleep is a chore.


I have to keep it together.