Its heat creeps up my legs as it inches closer.
Its at the foot of my bed now.
I can feel it.
I can't see it.
I wait on the burn, the pain, the smell.
But it never comes.
Never.
I wake up in the bed, not my bed as much as I wish. It wont be my bed until I confess I need help. And I don't. I swear.
It was an accident. I never meant to hurt anyone, only myself. The fire wasn't too big but it had burnt through the floor. It was supposed to engulf my bed and take me down. After I took the pills, it was going to eat me up and spit out nothing but charred bones and teeth.
Teeth that have done nothing but betray me.
Tongue was even worse.
My tongue had performed the perfect crime.
It took my pride, my dignity and my last hope.
It said it. Not me.
It told them.
I am fine I swear.
.....
It was me.
Not her.
I told her not too.
That it make things worse.
Make them find me.
I don't want them to.
Please don't tell them
.....
Shut the fuck up.
There was the voice.
She told him.
She said the words that stopped him.
Stopped him from liking me.
Stopped him from ever caring about me again.
it was supposed to be my secret. The one that no-one would ever know. I should have just shut up. I'm such a fucking idiot. NO!
She is.
Its her fault.
If I killed myself maybe she would finally shut up!
Peace and quiet, maybe then I would be free.
...
The Demon.
Hey guys!! Its been too long. I have had no internet or tv for 2 weeks now so i have been binge watching Supernatural and i kinda got S and T into it as well. I noticed that the "yellow eyed demon" was a recurring figure and thought hmmm what if... What if the demon took over and it became sort of like a multiple personality thing, what if the person was fighting back. I am addicted to creepy concepts like that even more creepy as well. if anyone has any super creepy movie/book/anything feel free to let me know on Facebook to Twitter or even here :)
Toodles xoxo
Jess
