writers block.. no not that....

I have so many words and my heads and they are all swirling around like a snow storm, a.k.a the almost everyday occurrence here. I just can't seem to get them on to a page. I see little tiny scraps of a story and ideas scattered all over my purse. All of them written on some leftover paper from old signs from work. 

"She seen him lingering in the dark of the abandoned room, staring through her like laser boring holes into her skull. BUY ONE GET ONE FREE!!"

i don't like calling it writers block, i feel like a lego. so i think ill call it writer's indecision... no... writers stupidity... nah... how about this hopeful writers is currently unavailable at the moment, please hang up and try again later BEEEEEPPPPPPPPP. 
Much better :) 

i've been trying for days. i write some ideas down and then 20 seconds later i scrap it... i need to channel my inner John Green or Abbi Glines or Molly Mcadam... their words always seem so elegant, well thought out... when i put mine down its basically word vomit.. alphabet soup vomit... BLAHHH hhfiwhfewtyjbhvieytgthkgyiseyoslfj... what to do...

writing is my one passion.. my relief.. God knows what i'd do without it. My anxiety would probably get to me. 

write right rite. i have to stop.. get back to work.. i guess i should... maybe look for quotes to inspire..

oh well, toodles!!!

PS I am currently reading Esther Earl's This Star Won't Go Out and she is inspiring. shes so quirky :) R.I.A Esther <3